Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can’t tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you’re not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don’t bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You’ll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today’s not the day. Because here’s to the nights you dealt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn’t breathe. To the nights you couldn’t wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To all those nights you wished you were older. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.
Did i write this and forget oor?
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UGH. I’m sick of my bestfriend being gorgeous. Every single guy checks her out when we’re together, every attractive guy wants her, every guy i start to gain a little crush on wants her, i’ll think a guy we hangout with is cute, then he messges me and ask about her, every time we go out i look at her and just get sad. She has the most gorgeous hair, eyes, legs,clothes, etc. It’s ridiculous. Then when she doesn’t feel pretty, it kills me. Cause shes fucking beautiful. and EVERYONE knows it, except her.
I love her. She needs to understand she’s beautiful and i hope one day she will stop thinking so negative about herself and open her eyes a little. If you’re reading this. You have an amazing life, you’re beautiful, and live your life and stop caring cause YOLO.
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